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Forever is now / Mariama J. Lockington.

Summary:

"I'm safe here. That's how Sadie feels, on a perfect summer day, wrapped in her girlfriend's arms. School is out, and even though she's been struggling to manage her chronic anxiety, Sadie is hopeful better times are ahead. Or at least, she thought she was safe. When her girlfriend reveals some unexpected news and the two witness a violent incident of police brutality unfold before them, Sadie's whole world is upended in an instant. I'm not safe anywhere. That's how Sadie feels every day after--vulnerable, uprooted. She retreats inside as the weeks slip by and relies on her phone to stay connected to the outside world. When Sadie's therapist gives her a diagnosis for her debilitating panic--agoraphobia--she starts on a path of acceptance and healing. Meanwhile, Sadie's best friend, Evan, updates her on the protests taking place in their city. Sadie wants to be a part of it, to use her voice and affect change. But how do you show up for your community when you can't even leave your house? I can build a safe place inside myself. That's what Sadie learns over the course of one life-changing summer, with some help from her family, her best friend, an online platform for activists, and a magnetic crush she develops for the new boy next door. From Stonewall Honor-winning author Mariama J. Lockington comes Forever is Now, a powerful young adult novel-in-verse about mental health, love, family, Black joy, and finding your voice and power in an unforgiving world." -- Provided by publisher.

Record details

  • ISBN: 9780374388881
  • ISBN: 0374388881
  • Physical Description: 398 pages ; 21 cm
  • Edition: First edition
  • Publisher: New York : Farrar Straus Giroux, [2023].

Content descriptions

Target Audience Note:
Grades 10-12. Farrar Straus Giroux.
Ages 12-18. Farrar Straus Giroux.
HL710L Lexile
Study Program Information Note:
Accelerated Reader AR UG 4.7 9 522172.
Subject:
Bisexual people > Fiction.
Agoraphobia > Fiction.
Friendship > Fiction.
Political participation > Fiction.
African Americans > Fiction.
Bisexual people.
Friendships.
Genre:
Novels in verse.
Young adult fiction.

Available copies

  • 28 of 30 copies available at NC Cardinal.
  • 1 of 1 copy available at McDowell County Public Library. (Show)

Holds

  • 0 current holds with 30 total copies.
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Old Fort Branch Library YA LOC (Text) 37810435657712 Young Adult Fiction Available -
Bordeaux Library TEEN LOCKINGTON (Text) 31781067683712 Young Adult Fiction Available -
Cleveland County Main Library YA LOCKINGTON (Text) 22281500070905 Young Adult Fiction Available -
Cliffdale Library TEEN LOCKINGTON (Text) 31781067683696 Young Adult Fiction Checked out 07/12/2026
Columbus Library YA F LOC (Text) 31250200088993 Young Adult Fiction Available -
Cumberland Headquarters TEEN LOCKINGTON (Text) 31781067683688 Young Adult Fiction Available -
Donald A. Bonner Rowland Library YA LOCKINGTON (Text) 34510611123983 Young Adult Fiction Available -
Harnett County Main Library YA F Loc (Text) 33630005320655 Young Adult Fiction Available -
High Point Library YA FIC Lockingt Mariama (Text) 30519010958604 Young Adult New Fiction Available -
Hocutt-Ellington Memorial Library YA Lockington (Text) 39523000184990 Young Adult Fiction Available -

Accessibility Features

Summary: "I'm safe here. That's how Sadie feels, on a perfect summer day, wrapped in her girlfriend's arms. School is out, and even though she's been struggling to manage her chronic anxiety, Sadie is hopeful better times are ahead. Or at least, she thought she was safe. When her girlfriend reveals some unexpected news and the two witness a violent incident of police brutality unfold before them, Sadie's whole world is upended in an instant. I'm not safe anywhere. That's how Sadie feels every day after--vulnerable, uprooted. She retreats inside as the weeks slip by and relies on her phone to stay connected to the outside world. When Sadie's therapist gives her a diagnosis for her debilitating panic--agoraphobia--she starts on a path of acceptance and healing. Meanwhile, Sadie's best friend, Evan, updates her on the protests taking place in their city. Sadie wants to be a part of it, to use her voice and affect change. But how do you show up for your community when you can't even leave your house? I can build a safe place inside myself. That's what Sadie learns over the course of one life-changing summer, with some help from her family, her best friend, an online platform for activists, and a magnetic crush she develops for the new boy next door. From Stonewall Honor-winning author Mariama J. Lockington comes Forever is Now, a powerful young adult novel-in-verse about mental health, love, family, Black joy, and finding your voice and power in an unforgiving world." --